Standing Up

Well, I did it.

I just sent an email to the woman in charge of my grant program.

I had gone and talked to her a few weeks ago, and that was full of crying and offers to give me extra time and more help and stuff.

I walked out of there feeling..better. not great, but better.

But then, I still couldnt get any of the work done.

I couldnt go to the chats.

I couldnt look at my books.

So, today, I emailed her. I wimped out. I didnt even call her or go see her or anything. I sent an email.

I told her that i appreciated her help, but at this point, i think its best for me to drop out. I told her I would get a doctors note, if that would help defray some of the costs of paying back the grant.

I told her I was sorry.